So, I guess it's time to make a post that I've been putting off for a couple of months now. Recently we had to put my sweet baby girl, Chloe to sleep. It was Feb. 23, 2013. She was only 9-1/2 years old. Chloe was my very much beloved boxer dog. She was the family dog, but was especially my companion. You can see her picture below:

If you are a dog person at all, you will understand when I say that she was THE perfect dog for me. She was my "heart dog". We had a very special connection, I was very much in tune to her feelings, moods, etc, as she was also to mine. My family LOVED her so much, and doted on her all the time, but I don't think they could "read" her like I could. I'm not sure I am explaining this exactly right, but suffice it to say, when I had to put her to sleep, she took a HUGE chunk of my heart, and I felt like a large part of me had died too. I suddenly didn't care about anything, I had no emotions, no feelings, except when I thought of her, then I was feeling devastated.
Chloe was not always the perfect dog. When we first got her as a puppy, we struggled a lot with potty training. It's a good thing she was so darn cute!

There were many, many times when I thought we weren't going to be able to keep her because she just didn't seem to "get" the potty training down. Two years later.....I think we FINALLY got it down. Part of the problem is that she was so subtle in her "cues" that she had to go...she would just come and sit next to us and lean on our leg, or sit on our foot, with her back to us. We didn't figure that out for a very long time. The other thing is that she was such a timid dog, that loud voices scared her, and she was very much...well, not necessarily afraid, but she was nervous when my husband would come home....and she would show submission by peeing on the floor when he'd walk in the door from work. As you can imagine, that did not set the poor girl up for success, because then she'd know he was mad because she peed on the floor....she was confused. But once we got a schedule down, where we would take her out about 10-15 minutes before he got home, and of course anytime she ate, played or when we got home, everything straightened out. I even taught her to pee on command...I'd take her in the backyard where we wanted her to do her business, and as soon as she was start to squat to pee, I would say, "Go Pee", then praise her when she was done. I did the same thing when she had to go potty. I would say, "Go Potty" as soon as she would start to go into that well-known doggy stance.
Everyone that met Chloe LOVED her. They would always comment about how sweet and well-mannered she was. It always made me feel proud of her.
She was my little hiking pal when I would go walking or hiking. My family weren't into taking walks or hiking too much, but it's something I really enjoy, especially when I'm
Letterboxing . I used to call her the Letterboxing Boxer. =) We really formed a bond during these times...one I really can't explain, but she was always willing and ready to go whenever I was.
I miss my sweet girl terribly, and wish that we could turn back the clock so we could still have her here with us. But we are all looking forward to getting another puppy. This time a Lab. Because of how "perfect" Chloe was to me, I am not expecting our next dog to be a perfect dog, or to do any of the cute things that Chloe used to do. That would not be fair to the dog. I've been watching A LOT of Cesar Millan's Dog Whisperer shows and I've read 2 of his books, I really love his style, and a lot of what he says makes sense to me. I don't like the harsh training methods of the past, so I am determined to train our future dog using his methods. I want to have a balanced dog, one that has manners and one that we can be proud of. I want to do this in honor of Chloe. It's funny, that when I was training her, there were so many things I did wrong....but there were SO many things I did completely right...without even knowing about Cesar's methods, I was practicing some of them with Chloe, just because they worked....I had never heard of Cesar....so apparently I was doing something right. I will always have Chloe in my memory, but I am looking ahead and looking forward to training a new little girl, not to take Chloe's place, but to enhance our lives once again as Chloe did when she was here.